trying to decide how i should decorate my house for halloween... i see some people with orange lights on the inside of their windows and i'll prob be doing that and some stuff out in the front yard. i'm so excited to finally have the chance to decorate and for people to see it!!!! hopefully i can find some stuff tonight. this is pretty much random lol but i'm bored. trying to think of good ideas for the outside and inside of the house that i don't already have. i'm HOPING to have a halloween party depending on who all will come but i'm so excited it's fall and it's halloween and it's EVERYTHING AWESOME.

i sound like i'm on drugs but I know what i'm talking about lol.

hummus? try humYES!

so we went to the farmer's market for the first time today here in CA... it wasn't very big at all but i got some yummy fresh produce including some amazing strawberries mmm. they also had a veggie/vegan tamale vendor!!!! i was stoked :D so i bought some to take home and eat, i tried one tho and it was GREAT. and then there was a hummus stand with a few extra things including pita bread and falafels etc... i have never had hummus and i tried several different kinds and OMG IT'S AMAZING!!!!! i wound up getting spicy black bean and roasted sweet red bell peppers with some pita bread.. i am in heaven!

house-cleaning

so i totally don't get it.. i mean WHY is it so hard to keep your house clean??? i have a child and pets so obviously that doesn't help lol oh and a husband so there's another mark for ya.. i just don't get house regardless i can't keep anything clean??!! it drives me nuts!!!

i am

i am self-absorbed, but not too much
when it comes to my feelings i try not to touch
sometimes i hate myself, but mostly i don't
admitting i'm wrong and forgiving some i won't
there are a few aspects of myself i would change
maybe i should try, maybe i can't
i'm a little bit selfish, but give more than take
two-faced people and liars i hate
even worse are the decisions that you know the right thing to do
but can't bring yourself to
you wonder why that is and what it would hurt
to let down your guard.. just once
just once to see if it would make a change
a change for the better or a change just the same
what do you really want out of life
do you want to be free or do you live off of strife
which way to go, who to be
i don't need a plan i just want to be me

29 Days of Halloween!

OoooOOOooOOoo


OMG I <3 Halloween!!


A gentle breeze rustling the dry cornstalks.
A sound is heard, a goblin walks.
A harvest moon suffers a black cat's cry.
Oh' do the witches fly!
Bonfire catches a pumpkins gleem.
Rejoice, it's Halloween!