it seems like anymore these days religion is not "talked about" and i wonder why? i mean i understand the reasoning .. not everyone has the same religion if they even have one and that's ok. i understand that the way one person feels or thinks isn't the same and people are scared that they will be judged or that it would turn into an argument because of the differences. but i'm ok with that... everyone has their own opinions and thoughts, that's how it is supposed to be. but lately i have been feeling something, wanting and needing something that's just not there and to be honest i think i finally figured out it's my faith. and i feel stupid that it took me that long to figure it out. i think it was jumpstarted by a book i have had since Christmas but just haven't finished until yesterday.. it's called The Shack and it's an AMAZING book. it really opened my eyes to alot of things and answered alot of questions i had in my own way. you know something that has been holding me back i think is the fact that alot of people are taken aback by religious people and i didn't want to lose family and friends over it but then i realized how happier i was when i lived it and i don't care what people think, i really don't. and the few i've talked to about this are very supportive and curious themselves so it's started a good thing. :) just so everyone is clear.. i am a Christan. i know i'm not prob the best advocate of it and i know that, but i am hoping to work on that. i can still be "me" and be who i want to be also. now from Christianity that's where it gets tricky. i have my own beliefs and the way i feel and i don't think it's "necessary" to have to go to church, but i would kinda like to try one out that i would like. now which one is the question...
there will be more for later and i hope you enjoy reading, this blog is turning into so much more and i love it <3
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